Autumn on the farm is a time of hurried harvest. The plants are dying and returning to the soil. Once all the food for the animals is safely stored, and the animals are at their winter housing, we enjoy winter and the time of reflection that comes.
Autumn for me has been personal turmoil. My romantic relationship with Citygirlfriend is over and there is no harvest. We have an intense relationship that is no good to continue.
My heart aches for the family-time I shared with Cgf and her boys. We are trying to work out something where I continue to see them. I hope we can.